Second Fiddle

Dammit I am so fucking mad!!!! Kris has put Travis ahead of me and Andrew. We are all going to the same damn place but he has to leave with Travis. Travis is at our house so much. He takes over!! I am watching TV, he walks in takes the remote from me and watches what he wants. We will all be eating dinner but he will take my food and eat it then laugh and tell me to share. He cusses at me and he cusses at Andrew. I am so FUCKING TIRED OF IT! Why does he get away with it you ask? Because if I say anything then I am being bitchy. Kris doesn't stand up for me he shrugs and tells me to stop bitching at him. I am so tired of it. Why? Are they fucking or something? I am his wife Andrew is our son. We love him. When shit went bad for us we stayed with KRis and supported him! Travis didn't even come around!!!!!!!! HE didn't come around till we were living in our own house then he moved in JUST LIKE BEFORE!! What a fair weather friend!!! Oh! But the faith full wife and loving son aren't as important as his buddy. Well I hope his buddy will make him happy when andrew and I leave. HE is mean to me and Andrew when Travis is around, which is always. He is eating us out of house and Home and KRis is out of work and so am I!!! We don't have the money to feed him. We are barley keeping the electric and water on. Also while Travis is here Kris won't get a fucking job! I don't know what to do! There is no support for me. I get no affection until he wants sex, and poor Andrew! Travis yells at him and hits him and I am so pissed by it!!! He says he is just teaching him how to fight then calls him a pussy or a little baby girl. I am SO TIRED OF IT! Andrew has asked me to tell Travis to not come over. But that isn't the issue the issue is come by on the weekends. DON'T ASK KRIS TO GO TO BARS WITH YOU! HE is married and we don't have the money for alcohol. If you wan to go KRis go with me! If things don't change Andrew and I are leaving. IO am not going to sacrifice Andrew and my happiness so Kris can pretend he is a bachelor. We are both unhappy and if Kris can't see it then too damn bad for him.